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For venting your frustrations, or for expressing gratitude.
Imma just blow some steam here, I'm kinda mentally overwhelmed by how worse my life is taking its course as I speak. It's getting bad to the point I almost don't feel like enjoying my hobbies. Maybe I'm comparing myself to others too much. I try to be cheerful by mentally chanting my motto. But almost everyday went south. I'm burning out.
I'm mentally frustrated. I no longer social so much. I lost my "bunkface" self esteem. I just, I just need one more reason to hold on I guess. And that's when I am reminded, that if my parents can put up with the worse of me, why can't I put up with the worse of me too? I mean, I am their son, after all. I try thinking recollectively. I am too far to lose now.
I mean, I got Internet, I got food, I got shelter, got electricity and water, what the fck am I stressing out. And then, I could self-diagnose my worseness. It's because I don't live up to what my heart and soul dare me to live up to. Yea, now I got it, and I feel much relief now. I wanna praise my Creator for gifting me to self-diagnose my grief, confusion, and delusion. Naa, they aren't grief, confusion, and delusion. They are just me trying to level up by leaps and bounds. I still have heartaches. But I want to push, and I will ever push.
I hope and pray my parents and my family and friends live long enough to see me succeed in my passionate pursuit.
Your turn...Rant, Plaudit, or both
Imma just blow some steam here, I'm kinda mentally overwhelmed by how worse my life is taking its course as I speak. It's getting bad to the point I almost don't feel like enjoying my hobbies. Maybe I'm comparing myself to others too much. I try to be cheerful by mentally chanting my motto. But almost everyday went south. I'm burning out.
I'm mentally frustrated. I no longer social so much. I lost my "bunkface" self esteem. I just, I just need one more reason to hold on I guess. And that's when I am reminded, that if my parents can put up with the worse of me, why can't I put up with the worse of me too? I mean, I am their son, after all. I try thinking recollectively. I am too far to lose now.
I mean, I got Internet, I got food, I got shelter, got electricity and water, what the fck am I stressing out. And then, I could self-diagnose my worseness. It's because I don't live up to what my heart and soul dare me to live up to. Yea, now I got it, and I feel much relief now. I wanna praise my Creator for gifting me to self-diagnose my grief, confusion, and delusion. Naa, they aren't grief, confusion, and delusion. They are just me trying to level up by leaps and bounds. I still have heartaches. But I want to push, and I will ever push.
I hope and pray my parents and my family and friends live long enough to see me succeed in my passionate pursuit.
Your turn...Rant, Plaudit, or both
